Heg

-hek

September 3, 2025

Anunya, I love you.

I am just an insecure boy trying to find his place in the world. I do what I do today because I'm afraid of what might happen if I don't.

In the process of doing this, I sometimes lose a hold of myself and the people I hold dear.

I am typing this out as sleep beckons so know that this is the truest representation of myself — unfiltered and uninhibited.

You've shown me a way of life that I saw as anathema before I knew you. Now, this is all I dream of. Know that you've had an unmatched impact on my life and my aspirations. I can only hope the same for myself. Be my partner and show me more of what life holds.

I will now use this website as a collection of letters to you. Here are some letters I wrote to my father and myself in a similar fashion: https://belatrix.net/

-with love from nont